I have moved all of my old posts to the “Old Posts” section because I am going to attempt this thing we call life yet again. I have been away from this site about 2 months now, one month spent on developing my business and then the next month spent forgetting said business and loosing myself in a game for days on end. Until one day I come to the realization that I play way too much and am going to end up like those guys on a NBC special who has to go to marriage counseling because he’s too busy playing Everquest or WoW instead of sleeping with his wife. Which I came dangerously close to by the way.

Anyways so as usual when I have epiphanies I begin thinking about all the time I’ve done either this or that instead of actually living and then start feeling depressed and then start vowing to actually start doing something with my life. So here I am yet again, trying to make something of myself, and of course sharing it on the world wide web so I can inspire some, entertain some, and be a flame target for others who have too much spare time on their hands and are thus reading my little corner of the web. Welcome fellas.

So I am back and will be updating the rest of the website as usual, no full redo though like I usually do. I will keep this design that I have done back then since I seem to like it. I will also be keeping my old posts this time (obviously) instead of deleting them as I usually do because history is important so I may as well keep it around. I will also be moving all my videos into the “old videos” section and will be shooting new ones too. Hopefully more entertaining ones.

So until next time - “Dream A Dream, What You See Will Be”

If you want anything in life make it a study.
I believe that the current education system is outdated and more and more parents are working too hard to spend much time with their children let alone educate them on things our school system does not educate them about such as money and finances.
I believe our school system is set up to create a bunch of employees instead of a bunch of inspired motivated business owners and financially literate people.
For those of you who haven’t done the research our education system is dropping hard and fast.
I say these things not to cause panic or insight fear but to raise the awareness of such concerns to the general public. The more people know of and are aware of such things the more power we have to change them.

My resources today are as follows:
For your children: http://www.richkidsmartkid.com/
College Courses: http://college.richdad.com/

“Dream A Dream, What You See Will Be”

I posted a new video on the videos page. So that’s updated now.
I can’t believe it’s day eleven already. The day’s fly by when you’re having fun as they say. I find that to be quite true. However, I worry. I have been thinking about the world as a whole. I know things and have researched things that make the future look quite bleak for humanity and for our future generations. I wonder what if anything I can really do to change these things. Some of it seems quite a daunting and intimidating task but I believe anything is possible.
I have also been thinking about myself and questioning who I am, what I am, what I believe, what I am here to do. I believe I know the answers to some of these things, but as for others I can not say that I have any clue. It feels as though I am almost loosing myself while trying to find myself at the same time.
Perhaps it’s my old self dying while my new self emerges. I find that to be most true but also the most scariest at the same time because it is the old self that has been around so long that letting something or rather someone like that go is quite scary indeed. I have many questions that I need to answer.
I have been feeling the pressure to find a new job. Which is a very good idea because I refuse to be a freeloader, but I also have conflicting beliefs that are pulling me in to different directions. I have one belief that says get a job, get paid, contribute to the home. While another belief that says work for yourself, get paid, contribute to the home, quit making other people rich. Now in my current situation I can “afford” if you will, having no job because I have no bills, rent, or anything else to pay as I live with my friends who are quite amazing. However, I also feel the need to help them out as well, even if they don’t ask for it, and haven’t I still do not feel right just being here. Now I have been looking for employment but I also have been working on my Web Development business as well.
So I figure I have an answer to this question that has been plaguing me for some time now. Get a job first, and work on the business part time. Even if that conflicts with some things within me that says to pay all my attention to the business since that is what I am truly passionate about. It is something that I need to do.
I found my Journal recently that I have bought not too long ago. I will soon start to write in it as I do here in my blog. But this journal, this actual cover, paper, ink to page journal will be even more personal. Perhaps one day I shall find the courage to share all of my entries of my written journal but alas in order to do that I would actually need to have entries in it and as of now I have but one.
I have also been gifted Sandy’s book Journalution and although to be honest I haven’t done any of the journaling suggestions, I will very soon as I find them both interesting and inspiring. I have been reading it as a novel for now and am halfway through it already. I definitely recommend that everyone read it because it is quite an amazing work. I wish you all the best and hope you’re having amazing days.

Warmest Regards,
-Enzeru
“Dream A Dream, What You See Will Be”

So while asking myself what it is I need to do to make a change, I was also reading a little more into my current book “Why We Want You To Be Rich” and after reading a bit more into it I found the answer I needed. It nearly jumped off the page and slapped me in the face.

The answer provided was Focus. But in a new context where the word Focus becomes an acronym for:
F - Follow
O - One
C - Course
U - Until
S - Successful

So I believe that is exactly what I am going to do. I am going to follow one course until I am successful. I am going to Focus and “focus” on the course being my building my new business. Another thing I read in the book and find useful/inspiring is the following - “Successful People Are Stubborn” which basically boils down to “Don’t give up” which applies to me because no matter how many thing’s I have tried in the past I refuse to give up on becoming a successful business owner. Which leads into a story I read in the book that Donald Trump’s dad told to him repeatedly and I’ll share with you here as best as I remember it:

“A man who enjoyed soda very much created his own soda and called it 3up, it failed. So he tried again and called the new one 4up it failed as well. Going back to the drawing board he tried again and created 5up, but this venture failed as well. Giving it another chance he then came up with 6up, but it too failed which crushed the man so much he finally gave up on his dream. A month later another man came out with a soda called 7up and it became unbelievably successful.”

The lesson in this is never give up. It is this stubborn attitude, the refusal to give up on our dreams that will make us successful.

Tomorrow I will be going to San Antonio, TX so I wont be able to do my daily post, however when I get back I will have a new video post up. I hope you all are enjoying life out there and remember Never give up!

“Dream a dream, what you see will be.”

So I was relaxing watching a bit of TV when a older episode of MadTV came on. The guest band for this episode was Alien Ant Farm, playing their hit “Smooth Criminal”

But as they went on I couldn’t help but laugh. I’m not sure if he was nervous, on drugs or if that’s the way he actually dances but check out the lead singer in the video link. Also near the end how they switch back and forth from the bass player screaming and the lead singer is hilarious.

Random post but I found it entertaining so I thought I’d share, nothing against these guys because I enjoyed their music back then but I just thought this performance was interesting to say the least lol.

Here’s the video: Alien Ant Farm On MadTV